I went on a date yesterday. It's the same guy I went out with last year on my birthday. Why did I go out with him? Because I thought maybe we could actually work. Well I was WRONG. A few weeks ago, I was sitting and talking with my mom, aunts and uncles. They were running through a list of potential bachelors in the metroplex. I rejected all of them of course. So then they brought up this same guy and they all kept saying how much they liked him, how nice he was, and how nice his family was. So I guess I felt a liitle pressured. Well, a few days after that, he came to my church for a special even tthat we had. He looked nice, and I thought that maybe I was just being a bitch. So I decided to pursue things a little further. We started talking/texting like everyday. I realized he was a really nice, sweet guy. It seemed like we had the same view on a lot of things. So I was kind of excited when we decided that we were going to meet up and go to one of my favorite restaurants.
Well, things didn't really go as I imagined. I realized that I just was NOT attracted to him. I really enjoyed talking to him on the phone, but in person, it was just different for some reason. I realized I'm not really attracted to him. He's actually pretty cute, but I'm just not attracted to him. So now he really likes me, and I'm trying to find a way to stop talking to him. I just can't do it. For a second I thought that I was finally going to be in some kind of relationship. NOPE!
