Yesterday was one of my best friend's birthday. We went out to eat at a really swanky restaurant in the nicer part of town. I also finally got to wear my new Bottega Veneta black pumps. She brought her boyfriend, which was cool. My other best friend also brought her boyfriend along. That was something that I was not expecting. So it was a little awkward and I kind of felt like the 5th wheel. I felt okay until the end when the waiter asked how to split the check. "So them two, them two, and just you? right?" Right. That was when I was well aware that I was still single. I said a prayer and said Lord, this time next year I want to have someone to go on dinners with me and my girlfriends. I eventually got over it on the ride home.
Well, then I get home, sign on to Facebook and see that another one of my classmates is engaged. UGH! Then the feeling returns again. I hate this feeling. I really do. I have been single for 5 years now, and it's not getting easier. I'm just tired, frustrated and MAD that I'm allowing this to bother me.
Bleh.
Anyways. I've been slowly preparing for my move to start residency. I'll be in a town that's about an hour and a half from where my parents live. I have all new furniture now, and yesterday I went to go look for an apartment. I still haven't picked my apartment yet, and I may go back down to look at a few more. It's crazy because the apartments that had tons of pictures and good reviews turned out to be the most ugliest and unsafest looking places. Then the places that barely had pictures and had bad reviews online turned out to be the nicest. So I don't really believe all those reviews I read anymore. I'm not too worried, I know I'll find something decent. I know I'm ready to move into my own apartment. I haven't had anytime to myself since I've been living at home.
That's all for now...
