Monday, January 21, 2013
Confused??
So why can't I get this guy out of my head?
I've gone out with him twice, and each time I've concluded that I don't really like him. Then next thing I know, I can't get him out of my head. What is my problem? Is God trying to tell me something? Or did this guy cast some sort of spell on me? Lol. Really confused.
I mean he's a very nice guy. He's cute. Kind of funny. Family oriented. Seems to be God fearing and he goes to church every Sunday.
One thing is that he's not in school and I don't really know what his plans are considering his education. Can I marry someone without a degree?? He's also not as tall as I would like. If I wear 5 inch heels, I'm slightly taller than him. Does that really matter?
I don't like this feeling. I don't like it at all.
Friday, January 18, 2013
New Year!
It's been awhile.
A new year, another year older. Can't believe it's already 2013. Man, 2012 went by so fast. 2012 was such a good year for me, and I pray that 2013 is even better.
Residency is going well. About 6 more months and I'll no longer be considered a 1st year/intern. I will be soon referred to as an "upper level," CRAZY. I've learned so much in the past few months. I can also feel that my confidence level has gone up. I no longer feel like a stupid intern, but still have a long way to go. All glory to God for seeing me through.
Still single. Maybe 2013 will be the year... maybe. No rush though.
Oh yea! My birthday was at the end of December, and everyting went well. Well guess who called? Mr. Banana! I was shocked. I tried my best to cut all ties with him. He had recently gotten a new phone and apparently lost his contacts. I found this out through facebook, so I purposefully didn't send my number because I didn't want him to call/text me anymore. Well, I was out shopping on my birthday and I get a text from him. I'm thinking WTF, how did he get my number? He wished me a happy birthday and kept texting me to tell me that he was in town and asking me if I was in town too. So I said that I was in town, but that I had a very tight schedule and would be leaving in like 2 days. Well, later that night he actually CALLED. He wished me happy birthday AGAIN, and then asked where I was and what I was doing. He told me he was going out to get a drink and a bite to eat, and I told him I was on my way to church. It was so unusual. Of course I asked him how his wife and kid were to remind him that he had a family. I dunno, I think it inappropriate to be friends with married guy who you used to date. It's increasingly inappropriate if his wife doesn't know about me. I think it would be a different story if I was friends with his wife too, and she was okay with the fact that her husband and I used to date. I dunno, he just really needs to move on.
That's all for now.
A new year, another year older. Can't believe it's already 2013. Man, 2012 went by so fast. 2012 was such a good year for me, and I pray that 2013 is even better.
Residency is going well. About 6 more months and I'll no longer be considered a 1st year/intern. I will be soon referred to as an "upper level," CRAZY. I've learned so much in the past few months. I can also feel that my confidence level has gone up. I no longer feel like a stupid intern, but still have a long way to go. All glory to God for seeing me through.
Still single. Maybe 2013 will be the year... maybe. No rush though.
Oh yea! My birthday was at the end of December, and everyting went well. Well guess who called? Mr. Banana! I was shocked. I tried my best to cut all ties with him. He had recently gotten a new phone and apparently lost his contacts. I found this out through facebook, so I purposefully didn't send my number because I didn't want him to call/text me anymore. Well, I was out shopping on my birthday and I get a text from him. I'm thinking WTF, how did he get my number? He wished me a happy birthday and kept texting me to tell me that he was in town and asking me if I was in town too. So I said that I was in town, but that I had a very tight schedule and would be leaving in like 2 days. Well, later that night he actually CALLED. He wished me happy birthday AGAIN, and then asked where I was and what I was doing. He told me he was going out to get a drink and a bite to eat, and I told him I was on my way to church. It was so unusual. Of course I asked him how his wife and kid were to remind him that he had a family. I dunno, I think it inappropriate to be friends with married guy who you used to date. It's increasingly inappropriate if his wife doesn't know about me. I think it would be a different story if I was friends with his wife too, and she was okay with the fact that her husband and I used to date. I dunno, he just really needs to move on.
That's all for now.
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