Monday, December 28, 2009

"Thank God For Technology!"

So today we finally got to video chat with my family back in Nigeria. It was soooo nice. I still can't believe I haven't been to Nigeria yet. I can't wait!! I pray that 2010 will finally be the year that I get to go visit my brother, aunts, uncles, cousins, and grandma.

Feeling good, Feeling great!!! and trying not to think about school starting next Monday.

Sunday, December 27, 2009

More Random Ish

sooooo.. its been a while since my last post. Kind of forgot I had a blog.

Hope everyone had a MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

This year has gone by so fast! My birthday is in 2 more days. I will be 23 years old! Not really planning on doing anything. I hate celebrating birthdays. I'm happy with just staying at home... and just chilling. Or maybe little bit of shopping, but nothing major. But EVERY year my friends find a way to talk me into doing something. Oh well. I think for the first time I actually feel my age. I don't really know how 23 is supposed to feel.... but I feel it. lol

I'm still without a boo. And I'm okay with it. I met a guy at church... but I don't like him. He keeps calling, but I don 't really know how to tell him that I don't like him. Normally I would straight up say " I don't like you".... BUT I'm gonna have to see him like every Sunday, so I have to be nice about it. I've only been talking to him for about 2 weeks, and he decided to give me a Christmas gift. He got me one of those Sephora perfume sets... which is SUPER cool. It comes with like 10 different perfumes. You pick the one you like the best and then turn in some certificate and you get a FREE full size bottle. Soooo COOL!!

Went to the movies by myself today and saw It's Complicated. I love Alec Baldwin and Meryl Streep! I have a crush on Alec Baldwin... hahaha. It was a cute movie.

Currenlty listening to Banky W's new album... LOVE IT!!! I love Naija music... and I love Naija boys!!! Still waiting for my Naija prince to sweep me off my feet!! Would like to find a super sexy yoruba speaking boy that's tall, funny, intelligent and yummy.... sigh. Oh well. We'll see what happens.

ummmm, that's all for now.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Hello World

I decided to start the whole blogging thing again. I blogged all through high school on Xanga... blogged through college on myspace. But I don't really use myspace anymore so I stopped blogging there. I thought I was done with the whole blogging thing.... but I miss it. It just feels good to write your thoughts down. I tend to have lots to say about so much random ish... and it never seems to come out in order. I'm just writing, spewing out my thoughts. Not worrying about grammer, spelling, punctuation, putting ellipses where they don't belong.................

I should be sleeping right now, since I have to wake up in about 5 hours, but I can't sleep. This whole situation is REALLY getting to me. I see the SAME people EVERYDAY. You see, I'm in med school... in a not so great location. It makes it very hard to meet people outside of school. The people in this town are very weird... so you have to drive almost an hour before things are normal. Which also means there are NO eligible bachelors. I've been single for about a year now, which also means it's been a year since i've had... well you know. All this studying, no man, and classmates that you get tired of seeing just gets so frustrating.

Even some people that I thought were cool/genuine... do things that make me realize that they can't be trusted. At first I thought OMG I love all of these people. Lets all be bffs forever!!!!! I went around giving everyone hugs like everyday....... but all that has ended. Med school is high school all over again. seriously. sooooo much drama.

I guess you could say that I'm a very intuitive person. I'm one of those highly sensitive people that analyzes and observes every little thing. I usually notice things that other people don't. It's like I can see under the surface. I know I may sound like retarded or whatever but I'm for real. I'm hoping this skill will make me a better physician. lol. Be able to diagnose patients without them telling me whats wrong. ha! But anyways... I noticed that everytime I told a certain someone about things going on in my life, they had this attitude about them that let me know that they didnt care all that much. But it was totally ok with me. I have a few very close friends... and I trust them up to a certain point. Not that I have trust issues... I've just learned from that you can't put to much trust in others.... because they WILL dissapoint you. I don't even trust myself, cuz I dissapoint myself sometimes. Can only trust God.

i'm happy with my life. I might whine and complain sometimes.... but ultimately I'm thankful for all that I've been blessed with.

hmmmm I should probably get some sleep.

Nite