well. my weekend was okay. Had a test on Friday, so I didn't do much on Saturday. Went to go get my oil changed, and it was the first time I had to take care of it because my dad usually does all that stuff. I thought it was going to cost like 30 dollars and it ended up being 65 dollars! I was like WTF!! but oh well.
I need to step up my study game. Got to get ready for boards.
Went to church today. It was very nice, refreshing, inspiring. I always feel 10X better about things in my life whenever I go to church. And its just nice to be around a whole bunch of Nigerians. Also saw a new boy at church today. I'm not sure if he's coming back, or maybe he was just visiting. But he was really cute. I'm not really boy crazy, so it's usually a big deal if I find a guy that I think is really cute. He's tall, light skinned, looks strong, speaks yoruba. I wasn't staring at him, and I only saw him from a distance, so he might not be as cute as I'm imagining. I normally don't like light skinned guys, but lately I've been more attracted to them. I LOOOOVE Yoruba speaking guys. Lets see what happens.
I'm in the process of getting my sexy back. I'm really weird because I loose weight SOOOO FAST. If I ran around a track once at full speed, I'd probably drop a pant size the next day. But then its sooo hard for me to gain the weight back. The first place I lose weight is in my butt and thighs, and I like my butt and thighs. But when I gain weight it goes to my stomach and my shoulders get wider... its really weird. I weight about 145 and dropped down to 130... and I'm trying to get back to at least 140. I'm tired of my jeans sagging. But either way, I realized I still need to exercise since its good for my health. I'm just gonna stick to yoga/pilates, etc. I just need to tone up even if the weight doesn't come back.
whatever. let me go get ready for tomorrow.
Adios!
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Sunday, January 3, 2010
NEW YEAR!!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!
Hope this year will be a year filled with blessings for everyone!!!!
So every year I try to make new years resolutions...
1. Keep my apartment clean!!!!!! (especially during test weeks!)
2. Read my bible everyday
3. Try to read one novel every 2 months
4. Find a boo!!! hahahaha j/k
5. Study more and watch less t.v. ( I've already cancelled my netflix until after boards)
6. Save money
I have a serious problem when it comes to saving money. I do NOT know how to stick to a budget. I need to cut back on expenses. Less online shopping and less sushi. I'm a product junkie!! I buy WAY to many hair products, soaps, lotions, facial cleansers, etc. I need to STOP!
ok, enough of that.
So today, I went out with an old flame. We had this really weird best friend/lover thing going on a few years ago. It lasted about 3ish years. I loved him, and I still do, and always will. But it was REALLLLLY weird. We kind of ended things on a bad note and it seemed like we would never talk again, but somewhere along the way be started talking again. I think I never truly got over him since our 'friendship' ended so abruptly. So when we decided to meet up, I was sooo excited and thought that I would fall deeply in love all over again and end up marrying him. But after seeing him for the first time in a long time, I realized the spark was gone. The twinkle that I used to see in his eye was no longer there. I still care for him deeply, but the lovey dovey ooooh aaaah baby stuff has disappeared. And the weird thing is... I was happy that I felt that way. It made me realize that I had grown. I'm not the same person I was 3-4 years ago. For so long I kept thinking "what if?" What if we actually gave the boyfriend/girlfriend thing a serious try? I kept thinking that I'd left my one true love behind. My heart would ache so bad, and then I'd take out pictures of him and just daydream. But now I know we were not meant to be together forever. Because of the time we spent together, I know EXACTLY what I'm looking for in a significant other. I know how I am supposed to feel. I know how someone that loves me is supposed to treat me. I could go on and on... blah blah blha. You get the point. But I'm hoping he feels the same way, that would finalize the FRIENDS ONLY status.
So yea, we went to see Avatar. DID NO LIKE! It was not my type of movie, and it was way too long. And it was kind of weird. But oh well.
Ok, I need to go to bed.
Hope this year will be a year filled with blessings for everyone!!!!
So every year I try to make new years resolutions...
1. Keep my apartment clean!!!!!! (especially during test weeks!)
2. Read my bible everyday
3. Try to read one novel every 2 months
4. Find a boo!!! hahahaha j/k
5. Study more and watch less t.v. ( I've already cancelled my netflix until after boards)
6. Save money
I have a serious problem when it comes to saving money. I do NOT know how to stick to a budget. I need to cut back on expenses. Less online shopping and less sushi. I'm a product junkie!! I buy WAY to many hair products, soaps, lotions, facial cleansers, etc. I need to STOP!
ok, enough of that.
So today, I went out with an old flame. We had this really weird best friend/lover thing going on a few years ago. It lasted about 3ish years. I loved him, and I still do, and always will. But it was REALLLLLY weird. We kind of ended things on a bad note and it seemed like we would never talk again, but somewhere along the way be started talking again. I think I never truly got over him since our 'friendship' ended so abruptly. So when we decided to meet up, I was sooo excited and thought that I would fall deeply in love all over again and end up marrying him. But after seeing him for the first time in a long time, I realized the spark was gone. The twinkle that I used to see in his eye was no longer there. I still care for him deeply, but the lovey dovey ooooh aaaah baby stuff has disappeared. And the weird thing is... I was happy that I felt that way. It made me realize that I had grown. I'm not the same person I was 3-4 years ago. For so long I kept thinking "what if?" What if we actually gave the boyfriend/girlfriend thing a serious try? I kept thinking that I'd left my one true love behind. My heart would ache so bad, and then I'd take out pictures of him and just daydream. But now I know we were not meant to be together forever. Because of the time we spent together, I know EXACTLY what I'm looking for in a significant other. I know how I am supposed to feel. I know how someone that loves me is supposed to treat me. I could go on and on... blah blah blha. You get the point. But I'm hoping he feels the same way, that would finalize the FRIENDS ONLY status.
So yea, we went to see Avatar. DID NO LIKE! It was not my type of movie, and it was way too long. And it was kind of weird. But oh well.
Ok, I need to go to bed.
Monday, December 28, 2009
"Thank God For Technology!"
So today we finally got to video chat with my family back in Nigeria. It was soooo nice. I still can't believe I haven't been to Nigeria yet. I can't wait!! I pray that 2010 will finally be the year that I get to go visit my brother, aunts, uncles, cousins, and grandma.
Feeling good, Feeling great!!! and trying not to think about school starting next Monday.
Feeling good, Feeling great!!! and trying not to think about school starting next Monday.
Sunday, December 27, 2009
More Random Ish
sooooo.. its been a while since my last post. Kind of forgot I had a blog.
Hope everyone had a MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
This year has gone by so fast! My birthday is in 2 more days. I will be 23 years old! Not really planning on doing anything. I hate celebrating birthdays. I'm happy with just staying at home... and just chilling. Or maybe little bit of shopping, but nothing major. But EVERY year my friends find a way to talk me into doing something. Oh well. I think for the first time I actually feel my age. I don't really know how 23 is supposed to feel.... but I feel it. lol
I'm still without a boo. And I'm okay with it. I met a guy at church... but I don't like him. He keeps calling, but I don 't really know how to tell him that I don't like him. Normally I would straight up say " I don't like you".... BUT I'm gonna have to see him like every Sunday, so I have to be nice about it. I've only been talking to him for about 2 weeks, and he decided to give me a Christmas gift. He got me one of those Sephora perfume sets... which is SUPER cool. It comes with like 10 different perfumes. You pick the one you like the best and then turn in some certificate and you get a FREE full size bottle. Soooo COOL!!
Went to the movies by myself today and saw It's Complicated. I love Alec Baldwin and Meryl Streep! I have a crush on Alec Baldwin... hahaha. It was a cute movie.
Currenlty listening to Banky W's new album... LOVE IT!!! I love Naija music... and I love Naija boys!!! Still waiting for my Naija prince to sweep me off my feet!! Would like to find a super sexy yoruba speaking boy that's tall, funny, intelligent and yummy.... sigh. Oh well. We'll see what happens.
ummmm, that's all for now.
Hope everyone had a MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
This year has gone by so fast! My birthday is in 2 more days. I will be 23 years old! Not really planning on doing anything. I hate celebrating birthdays. I'm happy with just staying at home... and just chilling. Or maybe little bit of shopping, but nothing major. But EVERY year my friends find a way to talk me into doing something. Oh well. I think for the first time I actually feel my age. I don't really know how 23 is supposed to feel.... but I feel it. lol
I'm still without a boo. And I'm okay with it. I met a guy at church... but I don't like him. He keeps calling, but I don 't really know how to tell him that I don't like him. Normally I would straight up say " I don't like you".... BUT I'm gonna have to see him like every Sunday, so I have to be nice about it. I've only been talking to him for about 2 weeks, and he decided to give me a Christmas gift. He got me one of those Sephora perfume sets... which is SUPER cool. It comes with like 10 different perfumes. You pick the one you like the best and then turn in some certificate and you get a FREE full size bottle. Soooo COOL!!
Went to the movies by myself today and saw It's Complicated. I love Alec Baldwin and Meryl Streep! I have a crush on Alec Baldwin... hahaha. It was a cute movie.
Currenlty listening to Banky W's new album... LOVE IT!!! I love Naija music... and I love Naija boys!!! Still waiting for my Naija prince to sweep me off my feet!! Would like to find a super sexy yoruba speaking boy that's tall, funny, intelligent and yummy.... sigh. Oh well. We'll see what happens.
ummmm, that's all for now.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Hello World
I decided to start the whole blogging thing again. I blogged all through high school on Xanga... blogged through college on myspace. But I don't really use myspace anymore so I stopped blogging there. I thought I was done with the whole blogging thing.... but I miss it. It just feels good to write your thoughts down. I tend to have lots to say about so much random ish... and it never seems to come out in order. I'm just writing, spewing out my thoughts. Not worrying about grammer, spelling, punctuation, putting ellipses where they don't belong.................
I should be sleeping right now, since I have to wake up in about 5 hours, but I can't sleep. This whole situation is REALLY getting to me. I see the SAME people EVERYDAY. You see, I'm in med school... in a not so great location. It makes it very hard to meet people outside of school. The people in this town are very weird... so you have to drive almost an hour before things are normal. Which also means there are NO eligible bachelors. I've been single for about a year now, which also means it's been a year since i've had... well you know. All this studying, no man, and classmates that you get tired of seeing just gets so frustrating.
Even some people that I thought were cool/genuine... do things that make me realize that they can't be trusted. At first I thought OMG I love all of these people. Lets all be bffs forever!!!!! I went around giving everyone hugs like everyday....... but all that has ended. Med school is high school all over again. seriously. sooooo much drama.
I guess you could say that I'm a very intuitive person. I'm one of those highly sensitive people that analyzes and observes every little thing. I usually notice things that other people don't. It's like I can see under the surface. I know I may sound like retarded or whatever but I'm for real. I'm hoping this skill will make me a better physician. lol. Be able to diagnose patients without them telling me whats wrong. ha! But anyways... I noticed that everytime I told a certain someone about things going on in my life, they had this attitude about them that let me know that they didnt care all that much. But it was totally ok with me. I have a few very close friends... and I trust them up to a certain point. Not that I have trust issues... I've just learned from that you can't put to much trust in others.... because they WILL dissapoint you. I don't even trust myself, cuz I dissapoint myself sometimes. Can only trust God.
i'm happy with my life. I might whine and complain sometimes.... but ultimately I'm thankful for all that I've been blessed with.
hmmmm I should probably get some sleep.
Nite
I should be sleeping right now, since I have to wake up in about 5 hours, but I can't sleep. This whole situation is REALLY getting to me. I see the SAME people EVERYDAY. You see, I'm in med school... in a not so great location. It makes it very hard to meet people outside of school. The people in this town are very weird... so you have to drive almost an hour before things are normal. Which also means there are NO eligible bachelors. I've been single for about a year now, which also means it's been a year since i've had... well you know. All this studying, no man, and classmates that you get tired of seeing just gets so frustrating.
Even some people that I thought were cool/genuine... do things that make me realize that they can't be trusted. At first I thought OMG I love all of these people. Lets all be bffs forever!!!!! I went around giving everyone hugs like everyday....... but all that has ended. Med school is high school all over again. seriously. sooooo much drama.
I guess you could say that I'm a very intuitive person. I'm one of those highly sensitive people that analyzes and observes every little thing. I usually notice things that other people don't. It's like I can see under the surface. I know I may sound like retarded or whatever but I'm for real. I'm hoping this skill will make me a better physician. lol. Be able to diagnose patients without them telling me whats wrong. ha! But anyways... I noticed that everytime I told a certain someone about things going on in my life, they had this attitude about them that let me know that they didnt care all that much. But it was totally ok with me. I have a few very close friends... and I trust them up to a certain point. Not that I have trust issues... I've just learned from that you can't put to much trust in others.... because they WILL dissapoint you. I don't even trust myself, cuz I dissapoint myself sometimes. Can only trust God.
i'm happy with my life. I might whine and complain sometimes.... but ultimately I'm thankful for all that I've been blessed with.
hmmmm I should probably get some sleep.
Nite
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